"It's a sad thing to know that someone so close to me is suffering because of the same reasons I am. But if you are hurting inside, would you mind if I hurt along with you? That way, we won't feel so alone any longer, and we can go through the pain together. And soon, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not even ten years, we will eventually be holding hands and smiling, knowing that we survived the pain together, and we became happy once again..."

Something I decided to finish before going visiting teaching with my mom. (Met a very nice lady in my neighborhood who is very small. She's so cute!) I was pretty much carless at home, having to babysit and wrap presents. Urr... I'm tired.

This was a sketch that I started around...... the middle of November, I think? Sometimes (and excuse me if I sound weird) but if something is really, REALLY is on my mind that I can't get out, I usually end up drawing it on paper, or in writing, I feel tons better. This sketch was a result of something I've been thinking about for two months, maybe? I hadn't worked on it for awhile, and that pessimistic thought came back, I found this unfinished picture in my school folder, and decided to shade this with a blending stump (something I hadn't done in awhile) and add color in Photoshop.

I guess the main point of the picture is that both the people are thinking, "Don't look at me when I'm at my weakest." I'm sure we all feel like that sometimes. ^-^ But just know, whoever is having a hard time, there are people that love you. Things seem a little easier when you know someone knows exactly how you feel.

Urgh, I'm going to that party tomorrow. I really don't want to, but of course, "Tis the Season to be Jolly..."