Fixing MyselfFixing MyselfYears have passed since I saw the true you.And since then you completely changed me.Pulling on my frail heart strings with forceFeeling like I was continuously bungee jumping.Colors would swirl in my vision and turn to fogBoiling water felt like drowning in the Arctic.You would clench my hand and whisper, “I love you”When in truth the words meant “I want you.”Throughout the years you broke every part of meTo the point even you did not want me.Pushing me aside so you would only want meWhen you wanted someone to amuse you.Then, somehow, I found strings, a hammer and polishSure, it too
ForgottenForgottenI’ll never forget the night she was revealed.A sickly child, starving and hungry for power.Even under my eyelids and all aloneI still see the cruel, malicious smile.You introduced me to herIn the most casual way possible.Saying it was inevitable you and her met.I say she was thrust in life for misery’s sake.I’ll never forget the stains in the bathroom.That bitter smell still stings my throatAnd brings saliva to flood inside my mouth.Swallowing the bile, I see the glaring eyes.You reassured me that all was okay.The little friend of yours wouldn’t be around me.And yet, when you were gon
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No Problem, I really like how you use colors and their different shades.